I agree.
Points taken.
It doesnt help me understand ths recurring thought that i am supposed to be doing as I have stated.
I am un educated.
I am not knowledgeable in the bible.
This "feeling" a
As you describe
Is just that
Yet more at the same time.
This isnt the first
It isnt the going away
It does seem to come and go
I am happier when i "feel" this presence.
I will try to take your advice
read those books
Maybe you can help me?
Why do I have this overwhelming feeling that something is coming?
Something big.
Something is telling me to prepare.
Not my food supplly
Not to gather arms
To prepare my soul.
To make ammends.
Announce my sins
Suffer my pennance
While understnding that the church its self is destroying our souls.
Not the people
Not the word
The idea that we no longer seek to know god
Many do
Many dont
Many think they do
But dont.
We allow men to misrepresent the word of God.
Misrepresent the teachings of Christ.
Our sins are already forgotten
Should we accept our pennance immedieatly
Not the pennance assigned by the church
Not one that is palatable
The penance is known only to you.
It is your cross to bear.