The only reason you think these things is because you're a non believer.
You don't know God's comms.
Without the Grace of God and the Holy Spirit you never will.
That's your choice.
Just know this, there are no coincidences.
Maybe I was too blunt? But yes, God's got this.
Godspeed, anon.
Torrents are over my head. And just have a phone. sigh.
Praying anons can share what they find somehow.