We know. We see you. You have no idea of the consequences coming your way should you proceed. Severe doesn't come close to a description. We know you won't abate. You can't. You won't. It's compulsive.
Your fate is sealed. You don't live and breathe in a vacuum. Actions bring equal and in some cases, opposite reactions. In this instance, the reaction will be overwhelmming. Caareful what you ask for, because you are probably going to get it.
5:5?