http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-5695523/NXIVM-cult-doctor-charged-conducting-fright-study-experiments.html

There are two ways that doctor got those videos. Either filmed by NIXIVM members or purchased on the darkweb via bitcoin.

After this story broke I did some research on the darkweb. And what I found is beyond sickness. I cant even post what I saw. I had nightmares for three nights. I still am not right. Ever since, I still cant seem to get back into life. Its like Im stuck in some kind of bubble. I have trouble getting out of bed. I just dont feel right man. Like a fucking cloud follows me or some kind of darkness is inside of me after watching that shit. Q is right, those people are not just sick, they are beyond sick. They are not human. I believe aliens are visiting us, because no human could possibly do that to other humans. ITS JUST NOT POSSIBLE! ITS WAY BEYOND WHAT ANY HUMAN IS CAPABLE OF!!

>>1433467

Oh I havent prayed for years. But I assure you. After what I saw I have been praying every damned day. There is no other way to cope with it. Some of those images just wont leave my head.

>>1433524

Im trying man. I was going to post a link to the onion site, But I wouldn't do that to any of you. Like I say its been a few weeks now, and im still not right. But its now the reason Im still here. I want this evil gone. I'll clean Q's fucking bathroom and cook their dinner if that helps them stop this shit. Ill do anything and everything it takes.