If in fact that number is close then it is even more important to stay strong. The majority of us are lurkers. This is where we get most of our information. Most of our knowledge. Most of our hope. I’ve been following since the first week of November 2017 and only after my brother set the rules and made me promise to follow them. Which I have. The big rule—do not go anywhere else on the Chan’s! I lost him at the end of 2018. I saw his spirit leave his body. I watched my 15 year old son perform cpr. I cleaned up blood off the bathroom floor for hours. I am here because of him. We have to finish this.
My brother died from a ruptured aortic aneurysm. He was brilliant. He is watching.