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Only some fell. Both remain. Virtually everything you see unfolding is their doing or urging. Good and evil. Greater than men by far, lesser than God by far. Potent and awesome.
The good cherubim guard it today. The final rank before being made seraph.
Men will judge the angels, but not before all is complete and they receive their reward. For now, they are the lesser, with unlimited potential. It was this very fact that caused many high ones to stumble and lose their first estate. Servants who will not honor the Master's children will be punished most severely…those who harm them will face terrors known only to darkness.
Imagine the greatest army in Creation. Not all are front line soldiers, some are teachers, healers, builders, and many other things. But like any service it has it's ranks and each is earned by merit and service and by grace of a God who knows every thought and it's flow from beginning to end. The high ones are well rounded and well seasoned. Imagine the best leaders in history. These would be their heroes.
By virtue of your being here, working on behalf of mankind, you are almost certainly in the celestial service. I do not know for sure, but a doctor can spot another.
Look in the mirror. As for others, look for the helpers that seek no fame or fortune for improving the condition of fellow souls. The ones who live by the Golden Rule in all things, seen and unseen. Everything is known.
That's where it begins. What heals you is the seed for blessings in others. Some of those become rivers of blessings to the mulitudes and this accrues back to you. So, we work for the coin of our realm. Blessings and light. Helping others move away from suffering and towards peace.