I do understand the terrain and the numerous players. Governments, religions, organized gangs, and corporations, etc. all want to keep their absolute power, insane money, and total control at any cost. They have killed the messenger many times before, and will continue doing so as long as it extends their reign even if for just a bit longer. Those at the top don't care how many die, and their minions either don't realize they are killing people needlessly, or they know but believe they are justified by whatever higher power is guiding them; "I was just following orders."
It's sick and I want to scream. But my voice is thoroughly unwelcome on any other platform, and speaking my mind publicly would get me involuntarily committed to a very nasty place, somewhere in the land of the free and the home of the brave. So here I sit, praying and trying to make sense of it all.