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>a very dark world
Yeah. Been that way for a while, now. Not sure where anon’s story goes. Lots of “water” has been thrown on anons fire over the past few years whether anons own fault or a combination of outside forces and anons own mistakes… it still happened. Need a glimmer of Light. Pondering the macro and caring about the world while also trying to find direction on the micro is a challenge.
Anon loves uncertainty in general. Anon has just had too many personal defeats that are too close to the heart to deal with simultaneously. With supppry anon would be like a coal-fired engined driving a gorillion ton train down the track. People, or myself, have thrown gallons of water in the burner
Would’ve loved to have more children, btw. Still want moar. The newborn time is hard but the rest is beautiful.