this is not the place for this. If you are a victim you need to work on healing and your own mental heallth. This is exactly what (THEY) want to happen to you, to continue to be angry confused and isolated. The mindset on this board is broader and any anon with a healthy mind would ban any language using descriptions as that is not what we do. Rape is a horrible crime of anyone and many are of the mindset that this whole thing is about that. (THEY) are evil and want you to suffer more than you can imagine. The death penalty for their crimes would be humane. Don"t criticize snobs they are not the monsters in fact they are just as disgusted and sick as you are but we must look at the bigger picture sometimes. It's their way of life and must be brought out into the open and exposed. Take care of yourself and a day or two to reflect. Pray or medit are if that helps. Come back with new eyes. We will expose them all.
ANONS not snobs.
Then if you cannot understand my message to you this is no place for you. I wish you all the best.