Who told you God gave you free will? Have you read the bible?
If God makes you want to do something, is it your will to do it?
Does the bible tell you God hardened Pharaohs heart so he wouldn't let the people go? Does the bible tell you in Revelation that God put's it in their heart to leave the prostitute stripped and naked?
Did Jesus pray to the Father and say "not my will but yours be done"?