Well, I hope newsome is listening this evening, or at least reading:
"Stranger To Himself"
Struggling with confusion, disillusionment too
Can turn a man into a shadow, crying out from pain
Through his nightmare vision, he sees nothing, only well
Blind with the beggar's mind, he's but a stranger
He's but a stranger to himself
Suspended from a rope inside a bucket down a hole
His hands are torn and bloodied from the scratching at his soul
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tROipfKCh0E