I love you
TYB
Thank you anon. Rough night.
Damn auto refresh isn't working, didn't see this until now. Those were certainly different times weren't they?
FUCK
Yes, I did. I meant the era before 2020 mainly. Been thinking a lot about those years. Specifically 2019
Thank you anon. I just go the ol' "everything you think and believe is wrong and no matter what you say you can't prove anything" from my family. So it's nice to be here even with everything all fucked up
Poor Lil Castro
Bangled huh
Just one of the best comedies I've ever seen, my love
That's better, thank you kind anon
>the idea that when we’re being observed, we act differently
Boy ain't that the truth!
Was supposed to be a heart. Looks like it got smooshed kek
Supposed to be a heart but I really don't know what the fuck it looks like now
Shhhh ancient Chinese secret
Most of them are. Clown or recruited by them
I promise any pain that I send is given x100 to myself first. Love is the opposite though
Demon digits. Would love to post a dancing cat gif right about now
When you say it like that anon…what about this one?
I think my heart is black. Or in my common tongue: negra
Same here anon. It's a blessing and a curse isn't it?
Good choice, it feels like a Soundgarden night
There was a French movie called "Blue is the Warmest Color" but I hate the French
>What is your tongue anon ?
Twisted
>My heart needs to be else I'll end up fryin'
Burn in the sun?
God is very real. And He's very upset. May God have mercy on us all
I don't care what you think. Have her start taking anything that cleanses the liver. Like tomorrow
But electrolytes are what plants crave anon
Crazy country boys
That's fucked up nigger. You can't replace people
Ah the fake lesbians
Taking the vaccine is about as stupid as you can get at this point
Why do we have shadow selves anon?
Okay, now I wish I had some fucking booze
Because then I could be a victim of my own personality huh? Kek fuck…
Give it to me straight Doc
There are levels of awareness that are too painful for words anon
I have to be honest: I don't know how to handle this level of awareness. It's tearing my mind and my life apart. I want to though. But I keep failing. How the fuck do you train a mind to live like this
Oh no worries there anon it's definitely fucked right now. We're at code level "Humpty Dumpty"
I cannot get used to constantly being the reason why everything falls apart. I cannot get used to hurting the one I love, every God damn day
Mindfullness? I used to be able to do it but the recent visualizing has reactivated something that used to keep me from sleeping as a child.
My mind is deteriorating rapidly. Living one life while trying to reach another. Trying to keep a clean mind while the mental garbage piles up in the corner. Spilling over me. Ruining everything every God damn day
I can do it for a while anon but it feels like holding mental breath. I really can't explain how fucked my mental situation is.
It's not so much the emotions as it is the attempt to filter them
My mind is the last place I want to be right now anon. It has become my one true enemy