Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 9:30 a.m. No.14503391   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3396

>>14503372

>Battle fatigue has had my dobber down lately. Spouse anon suggested I go exercise to see if that helps. So I did but not noticing a big difference…

 

Same, anon. Only time anon isn’t under water is when we are here. Even going for a walk or at work it’s like torture and torment thinking about stuff. Haven’t mastered a mind without thought (meditative). Still relatively young so hopefully that comes with time. Also a good habbening would help that, too. We are in muddy trenches and the rain keeps pouring. Difficult to remain positive. Only time shelter from that is being here, oddly

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 9:34 a.m. No.14503399   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3417

>>14503323

 

Anon doesn’t care about no images. They were a major part of psychological warfare and it’s probably for our protection. Even no bewbs anymore is a good thing. Steals energy. Anons can adapt by just putting their meme into text. Our minds eye will still be able to see them

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 9:50 a.m. No.14503463   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3472 >>3485

>>14503450

>how do you keep going

 

Not sure, actually. Been on empty for years. Don’t get me wrong. Was on night shift until 6am this morning and got a few hours sleep in, which always helps. Would rather be here and some exciting force makes it hard to leave and also it’s the only place where anon finds peace right now. The sleep deprivation will be appreciated one day when things turn around for the world. We will look back and be like “dang, that was fun.” Even though it feels like torture at the moment

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 10:02 a.m. No.14503493   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3509

>>14503472

 

Anon would go to the pub mid-day to just get out of the house and have a drink and a bite to eat. That song came on the jukebox and anon just wept from everything we have endured here because it’s like a “theme song” of sorts. Had to hide the tears and look down at my food a few times so I didn’t look so ghey kek

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 10:06 a.m. No.14503505   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3518 >>3526

>>14503485

 

Add in a 3 year long divorce and still not over. Many outside forces at play. No balance for now. Just dropping off my truck as a favor so ex can clean out the house because ex is moving across the state with children makes life pretty unbearable right now

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 10:15 a.m. No.14503532   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3548

>>14503526

 

Yeah. Making dump runs for ex as a favor. Just seeing what is being thrown away is aggravating as eff. At least got to save the 50 year old cooking pots that were anons deceased grandparents and some other stuff that’s never should have been thrown out. A gift and a curse, I guess

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 10:29 a.m. No.14503593   🗄️.is đź”—kun

 

Jim under gag order? Cough cough. If reflections don’t violate NatSec laws… pretty sure reflections of words/hints in a shiny stainless steel fridge wouldn’t either. Kek.

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 10:39 a.m. No.14503639   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3647 >>3657

>>14503610

>>14503610

 

It’s effing called Right to Try, correct? Isn’t that still in place!? What are the healthcare facilities and hospitals trying to do!? Even anons doctor knows about Right to Try. Glad it went to court because now it’s on media outlets but a shame that she had to fight that hard for her husband to get proper care. The bigger victory story will be when he fully recovers.

Anonymous ID: cf97f2 Sept. 1, 2021, 10:52 a.m. No.14503699   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>3736

>>14503657

 

Anon and love, at the time, went to a traditional medical facility when first found out baby was on the way for ultra sound. They immediately started talking about vaccines. Anon luckily had love doniwm research and be on same page. Anon was furious in anons mind. We shut that down. Then another pushy nurse came in to try and bully us and apply pressure. Was having nothing to do with that. Never went back. They sent us a bill. Then hired Mennonite midwives and they contacted the facility for health records from ultra sound. We never got a bill again. Was the tippiest top of kekkity keks of all time. Kek