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Anonymous ID: bf8179 Sept. 4, 2021, 11:59 p.m. No.14523846   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>3862 >>3885

>>14523799

I hear you anon

 

>>14523807

 

When i found out my children had been raped by their Grandather i was in shock. The only reason i had survived their removal was because i thought they would protect the girls from their father

 

Shock has a tremendous impact on your ability to act when you find out

 

The services are adept at broad siding you, ALL of them work against you, while you are in shock

 

Since findin' out about my elder girls, i have indulged in fantasies of what i would like to do to their father and their Grandparents, in ways never seen in the worst of snuff films

 

the problem is that that poisons you

 

Then i found out i was married to a convicted paedophile for over a decade with a small daughter

 

didnt find out until they'd removed her and abused me

 

Shock is paralyzin

 

What the agencies do is keep you off balance so you have no chance to collect your thoughts

 

Over three years & i still cant trust myself to think about the more recent information and events

 

There is a darkness and anger so deep, it scares me, if i had a gun alot o people would be dead

 

As that is, we have Covid, it doesnt kill children, because i would never kill children, have done what i can to make it non lethal

 

But that darkness and anger is still there

 

Tryin' to pour the oil of healin'

 

No more bitterness