>>14585847 LB

Sorry to hear that Anon. When things went south for me - together with a couple of volunteers we started a free community newspaper, avoiding grants so that the news was from the community..their stories, thoughts and ideas. It is on to its 3rd year and on to 5000 subscribers. The amount of interaction and feedback has given my life purpose again. Mebbe you can find something you love to do and find others in your local community to work together to build that up to a service that benefits many.

Don't give up hope coz that gets you ded quickly.

Godspeed