There was never any way for me to win on my terms. There will never be a way for me to win on my terms alone. This is fact. For me to win at all, the unfortunate reality is that I just have to "settle" for the least worst option available out of all the shitty fucking options. Oh, excuse my language. Har har har. sarcasm
My life wasn't supposed to turn into a survival horror genre.
Pretty nurses must come to me on time and untouched. They are already late and damaged goods.
If only you had any idea how much worse this is…
You should check your spelling/grammar before submitting your response.
Anyway, I'm well aware of the fact that there is no perfect outcome for me. There are only outcomes that are more "desirable" (I wouldn't use the term "desirable" because it implies that the outcome I have to settle for is desirable because I have any say in the matter… I don't have any say in the matter because I never had any say in the matter to begin with) because all of the other ones are way worse.