You are not alone with that perception.
Stay safe.
.o7
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I'm in Germany. In a very left location.
Sheep are still doing sheep stuff. Saw one chemyrail in the sky.
I prayed for a friend who was threatened to become homeless. Seems like something worked out - with two months delay, move is first of december - , but got rejected for offering help for the move.
Also, at the end of this month I'm supossed to get hardline internet, which I somehow don't trust. Was to easy to get, given the fact I owe the same company 2 months payment from back in 2018 when I still had hardwired web. It will save me costs for the now two phone providers (prepaid) and give me better access. First year is free, 100 mbit. Now I just don't have a useful safe rig for it. Been saving a while for one, not enough for smt proper. Will probably get a lesser one in November or December, then improvise - still got some hardware laying around that could do … . Will use Linux.
End of the month is also election in Germany. Prepared a stack of copies, denying anyone to represent me politically and questioning the system, without acousing anyone particular.
And while I was writing this I got a call on this phone that stopped before I could pick it - surpressed number.
I'm alive, comfy in spirit, uncomfy in creatire. The sounds - including feeep tinnitus - are not nice, but I just try to ignore. Maybe a bit sensible today.
Health, love, blessings and prayers as the world turns (rhymes with burns, but that's not the movie)
.o7