The bite that has no cure.
Difficult truths.
The dignity of work.
Virtual hugs.
Emotional vets on live chats.
Doting and all of a sudden wanting to be your mate and extra nice.
I'm tormented as fuck.
3 days grieving 3 days celebration.
Keep smoking.
If you got em, smoke em.
Some of us haven't got long left have we.
Why am I here doing this then?
… labour and dignity is less expensive my child.
The military don't fit in in Byron Bay.
I don't want you Mikaila. Poor other guy.
Oh, ok. You do then. What would I know. Haven't been back for years so probably inaccurate. I think it was over then anyway when I saw a BMW beep at a dood riding his skaty across the road. Have that too.
Too scared of massive fallouts and suicides.
… may as well squeeze out a bit more labour. It's all about the labour.
Fuckin dood next door always talking about people. He's this, she's that, monotone drone, did this, thinks that, looks like this….
TALK ABOUT FISHING OR GARDENING OR SOMETHIN ELSE… FUCK.
… fuckin gold deer head figurine on door. Snapped off one horn, second went a week or so later, still up there. The way I see it, I either get informed of what this shit means here or I'll die bewildered. I'm not digging on that symbol crap.
I took a picture. You either got it live or have access.
… volume just went up. Gotta play somethin quick
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WYG63G1-lqw
I just want a few significant bullet points on some subjects. I don't need to know any more.
quick
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RT2No1vusjg
… quick
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CNXHhXDJoJs
'… there is no quick when screening involved'.
… predictable. Don't you dare go there, because I'd be appalled. I've already been told here I failed something I know nothing about, and to be honest, I didn't fail. I won't accept that. Few mistakes or poor decisions, shit resources, that's about it. I know my capabilities and trust myself. Come across so many issues and in abundance and railed to take responsibility as part of the role. On a scale of sticks out it was dogs balls, but It'd be worse if I trusted the internet.
… random doods saying I should be a politician. Wtf?
… I had a fuck tonne of money stolen. Nice fantasy.
'winning' Michael was brutal then but I always made the most of what I had. Put myself in legendary positions only surfers and planners can know. Stayed relatively stoked, but you know what? Nothing can replace what was taken away. Oh the potential. I may be legendary in the rest of my life, but my soul needed less blockades in my youth. not fair. Lessons learnt, but going overboard damaged me. Forever a little hollow. Have faith in humanity.
… this is exactly the kind of fucked up demeaning shit I'm talking about. You got no idea.
Ok then. Your trade is worth 2000 bucks.
…. err, a return of what's mine.
… err, a ute 😐🛻
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Lxd4JmrRyw