After a depressing nightshift, and in general sharing this anon's malaise, I got all choked up reading through the grace and love and all around kindness of the replies. It gave me a burst of actual spiritual warmth and light. I know I am far from alone in this feeling. So I thought I'd make a bun and call itNOTABLE. Because we all need as much of this medicine as we can possibly get.
God bless all of you and o7.