>>1475381 (last bread)
Love and prayers for you anon.
Some aids for depression: vit C, maca root (broccoli like root vegetable - capsules or vegetable), turkey, acidophillus or other pro-biotics, vit B complex, vit D, krill oil capsules, sunshine, exercise (not excessive), supportive counselling, humor, helping others.
Your presence here helps others. WWG1WGA
Contrary to what some anons post, templars are masons and do not report to Vatican. Masons stole name of templars from the former Catholic religious order of fighting monks who guarded holy sites in Jerusalem. Over time they were asked to guard gold, silver and treasures of nobility and wealthy as they were trustworthy, well armed and fortified and did not steal the wealth. They were sworn to poverty as part of their vows. Due to political intrigue involving a weak pope and a corrupt French king the original templars were disbanded. The masons later stole the name to claim the glory and honor of the original religious order and to use the death of the last templar leader as a reason/pretext to attack the Catholic Church.
There are plenty of fish in the sea. Stick to your own kind, not the sirens.