Morning Swordy!
God bless you as well and keep you and all anons from harm, this day and forever!
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PRAYER REQUEST FOR ANON
Anons, I have a prayer request. I've come to this board before asking for prayers and support, and I come again today because we lift each other up in time of turmoil.
The past two years has been incredibly difficult for wife anon and I. Last year we suffered several miscarriages that left us crushed and hopeless, sometimes leaving us wanting to give up on having another child. Wife anon lost her grandfather, we've had a lot of stress at home, wife anon was just in the hospital for a week, recovering well but overstressed to the max. Almost to breaking point.
She has never handled stress well, and it has gotten deeply entrenched in our marriage. Holidays are always stressful and difficult and this year has been exponentially more so.
Wife anon has wanted to throw in the towel on our marriage because the stress gets so overwhelming she thinks it's the only option sometimes.
On top of world events, our home life has been a struggle. I pray to God and Jesus when it gets to this point to give us the strength and support to keep our marriage strong.
I pray the light will guide us through this coming darkness, and strengthen our resolve and leave us ever stronger.
Shills will say this isn't a prayer request board… but they're shills… True anons guided by the light know this is the best place for such requests.
Anons please pray for wife anon and I. Please pray and bestow the light and strength we need to guide us through our troubled times.
We are in the home stretch of the Great Crusade upon which we have all walked the path of light and truth.
Stand with me Anons and please pray for us.
I ask in the name of the Light that guides us all.
Blessings on you all.
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Thank you anon.
It's not so much that trying is breaking us apart, it's just been a series of compounding issues one on top of another from uncontrollable sources that have stacked up.
The miscarriage was the bedrock that everything has stacked onto.
Years ago in another relationship wife anon lost her first child at 3yo. Our child now was from a different relationship and I legally adopted her when we got married.
Wife anon knows I care deeply for her, as she does for me. But depression is a real killer. She has gone through many bad relationships and prior to me she had given up entirely. I was the first person who treated her like she deserved, with honor and respect, as a true man should. Not as a slave and maid…
There are a few anons that have answered before. Some may pray without a post, and that's okay. the prayers are more important.
Anon has thought very deep and meditated often on this. Love and resolve are my constant answers.
God has a plan for us all. It's been a year and a half now since the first miscarriage. Over that time, we concluded that it just wasn't meant to be at the time. The world was not ready.
Blessings on you anon and thank you for your prayers.
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-Nothing worth having comes easy
More true words have never been spoken.
Thank you and blessings on you anon.
o7
Thank you anon.
Sometimes the more difficult it gets, the harder it is to believe sometimes. But love guides through even the darkest path.
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First at two months after confirmed heartbeat. That was May of last year as this bullshit pandemic took full swing.
Two more between then and now.
Anons never let me down.
I feel your prayers through the vibrations and resonance of the universe. Chills and tingly feels reading all your prayers.
Thank you to each and every one of you.
When one falls, many others lift us up. We fight as one. We live as one. We lift each other up and strengthen our resolve as one.
Thank you to all of you from the bottom of my heart.
Damn proud to serve with each and every one of you.
Blessed be to you all.
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ANONS ALWAYS GOT EACH OTHER'S BACK
Yes… It basically is. Our loss has been difficult to say the least.
Thank you for your prayers anon.
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Thank you anons for your prayers and advice.
I believe I've heard about this before. Anti Depressants are the last things either of us want to deal with, so much medicated crap that gets pushed nowdays when so many natural supplements exist.
I will look further into this and talk to wife anon about it.
Thank you and blessings on you all.
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Thank you anon, fragile is certainly a word for it.
I've never given up, never will. It's not in my vocabulary, nor in my heart.
I have difficulty dealing with my own emotions at times too… The curse of ADHD is a daily struggle as much as a gift. Self regulation is never easy, but nothing worth doing ever is.
I've always been a fix-it kind of person… and that's always been hard to contend with when I just want to make things right and it has the opposite effect and pushes her away.
It's something I've struggled to work on, but one of those things that you gotta figure out what you're doing wrong before you know how to do it right.
Thank you anon.
ANONS ARE THE BEST PRAYERS
Thank you all for your words of encouragement, support, and your prayers.
Love to each and every one of you.
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My meaning doesn't change no matter how many times it's said. But never the less I still want to thank each person individually for their prayers.
Mr. KOOTT TTEEERRRRR