All I have are questions, but no answers.
As Q has asked, “What is a spell?”
If I were to answer that question, it would go like this:
A: A spell is a vibration, albeit a complex one, that superimposes itself upon the directed and intended part of reality that the source of the vibration emanated forth from. Whether or not the vibration itself causes the aspect of reality to fluctuate in the form of it or the harmonic resonance it sustains, the energy was put forth in that moment.
Am I under a spell?
Who casted this spell upon me?
Is there a spell on you as well?
Why does my mind so viciously concoct such terrible things for me to review in the forefront of my mind?
Ok, first thought complex. SHEILD is a whore. Like, BIGTIME. I thought I had repressed sexual tendencies, but I realized something, she’s female. That alone changes her entire plan of attack from mine, and most of those efforts are meant for defense. When I met her, I noticed things about the people she surrounded herself with, that lead me to believe that she was more than just a talented person, with all kinds of artistic skills.
There were a couple of people that when I first hung out at her place, reminded me of cops, particularly body guards or bouncers, but definitely with some background in law enforcement. This doesn’t bother me, in fact, I like the idea she would be connected to people like that, they’re a safer alternative than to be interacting with common goons & thugs. On the contrary, o7’s are cool peeps, even though some of them can be assholes, I accept their existence and their essential part of this good and functioning part of society.
Then, there is the whole idea that SHEILD and I are/were targeted individuals, in our own rights. Way before we had met each other, our lives were already being manipulated by the ‘elite,’ or the ‘deep-state.’ At the time it had started, I’m sure we both referred to them, more likely, as the Illuminati.
It really doesn’t matter what they’re called, they suck. They’re out for their own best interests, and if you can help them reach that goal, then they want you part of their club… but if you’re not in their little click, then they’re probably already looking to either flip you, or get rid of you. This can drive a person crazy, trust me, trust us, this not a fucking joke. They have access to your entire life, your circle of friends (past & present), your medicines, your drugs, your sex, your thoughts, your trash, your love interests… They will breach all forms of your private life, (what is left of it anyway), and it’s all done in a subtle and undetectable way. This is done so that it looks like their influences on your life, as wicked as it is, are actually just coming from you. They have state-of-the-art technology that blows ours out of the water. Think Die Hard 4, but evil space force status.
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