>>1488550
Again ur choice of words belies your confidence anon.
>fairy tale
I see ur heart is in the right place but ur still allowing ur mind to get in ur own way. I was an atheist all the way through till the week before Easter (even through my entire time in service and deployment). If u really believe there is no God then on ur own time, and with sincerity, ask that he reveal himself to you. You have nothing to lose. Make no mistake I'm not trying to convert you (though it would be great) but rather give u the tools to test/prove it for yourself and to yourself. If you truely seek knowledge and truth you will have no problem testing for it. The most embarrassing & humbling thing I've ever had to do was admit I was wrong. I've chronicled it on this very board. Shadilay anon.