You are not a NPC (Pre programmed - non player character) . So why are you acting like one?
Ask yourself - Are you acting like you have been programmed to act since birth and the programmed people given to you as parents and friends and e en enemies?
Break out of that cycle!
You can control your thoughts & your “programmed” tendencies. Be free!
You don’t like your rut?
Walk and talk a different way.
You don’t like how you are being treated ?
Act differently, break the program.
Be amazing.