That's the look of something that has been riden hard and put away wet.
I joined a lodge 20 years ago. i only went to a couple meetings, the drive was too far and they were boring. IDK if this site is telling me to go back, or if it really is Evil Satanic. They did mention Lucifer the Bringer of light back then. IDK are there White hats involved in that? The Checkerboard pattern is White and Black. IDK it's so confusing, i feel like I have been trapped ever since somehow.
Winger !!
Is White Hat the Loving God and Black Hat the Earthy God? or they both end up with the Devil?
I don't know shit about the organization. Everything I know has been on TV in Secrets of The Freemasons or American Conspiracies or some show on American Heros Channel.