>God help me, I'm loosing my mind.
Been thru the ebb and flow of that too anon and here to say "This too shall pass"
Today would have been Spouse Anon's birthday, this is Birthday #2 without Spouse who passed suddenly and literally out of the clear blue sky one December night,. Still not sure I find it acceptable because the holidays, muh birthday… the passwords…the plans….the EVERYTHING. The quiet- it's mind numbing so I find one thing I'm thankful for even if it's not much. Yesterday a meme did it. I dig and pray. I lack meme skills so I steal those with joyous abandon. I suppose technically Birthday was yesterday as it's after midnight, sleep cycle has been shit so Nightshift has been my jam for the longest. Love you, Love ALL of you (no homo) God bless us all.
Now, where wus i..oh yeah, the macaroni meme. It's funny cause it's true.