Something just happened that I cannot simply allow myself to forget:
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I was masturbating, like I normally do, but tonight it has been a while since I’ve been able to sit and enjoy the peace and solitude that is my current circumstance.
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I had taken my second sublingual administrated dosage of speed and everything was going good, I was shocked but the whole time almost trying to ignore the fact that, that by some point, it disappears, and some thought process that feels programmed, tells me it’s because of my ‘tolerance.
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Some joke, who thinks they are medically professional enough, and has the authority, to start messing with the exogenous body chemistry, of another human life form, remotely, be disabling my body’s ability to metabolize the proper endocrines, and neurotransmitters necessary for proper pharmacodynamics to take place, in the real world, prior to “smoke and mirror.”
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If I had to put it in a nutshell, it’s a female, fake doctor, who may have credentials… somehow, but took it upon herself to interrupt the precious flow and state of mind that I barely ever get to truly be alone, to enjoy.
It’s almost as if, people are somehow empathically entangled and connected to my body and the feelings it produces biochemically, and through some form of emulation, simulation, biodynamic-teledildonics, POWER PEEPEE PLAYSET, they can feel how high I am; and I guess out of collegiate jealousy, they stepped over the line. ‘Ms. ProDocFromFutureMedicalFacility/Lab’ committed an act against me that could potentially cause someone less strong, mentally speaking, to have a nervous breakdown, or a psychotic snap episode. They clearly made a HUGE MISTAKE, that if I wanted to, could look at like it was just another crime against humanity, committed against me and my life; and at it to the list of others that I’ve accrued over the past few years. Look 4-Star space cadet, I know you’re hot shit, in front of your amateurs and n00bs, but step off, or I’ll… R they serious?
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