All of us here are teachers in our own ways. Anon, I used to look outside myself for the Spirit, wanting it and wanting it to come to me. Little did I realize back then, that it was inside me all the time. I was too distracted by the world to realize it. Like most, I wanted to be stronger, smarter, richer, better. But when you feel things moving inside, you know that none of that other stuff matters at the end of the day.