Shield, even though this is going to sound really, really, weird, this is how we both won.
Your disease: you get high on my mishaps.
My disease: I get high on my lack of love
When I let you hurt me, it doesn't let you get high, because you didn't have to fight for it, or wrestle for the title belt, Likewise, if you let me get what I fucking NEED, even though it looks like I just want to get high, which is also, embarrassingly shockingly true, I won't ever be able to receive the soothing relief of what I FOUGHT DAYS STRAIGHT ON END FOR, and it climaxes, as a psychedelic nothing burger of a dud, even though for others, less of that go beyond what you'd ever need to relieve.
The reason why this is so irresistible to negate is because of how the dopamine reward pathway has been hacked, against all humanity in reasoning. The anticipation is hyper-stimulated, while the reward is nerfed. This is EXTREMELY DETRIMENTAL TO ALL PARTIES INVOLVED. This is also referred to as the HOLY LEAD UP LET DOWN. Anticipate, pine, excite, opine, recite, rehearse, imminent bracing for desired and groveled impact of a healing reward. IMPACT, awaiting onset wirh placebo 'rush' (they just CAN'T BLOCK IT NO MATTER HOW HARD THEY ATTEMPT TO, which doesn't even benefit them, but their stupidity blinds them from that fact.) Then…. THEN…. THEN!
Tease. Epic, hemorrhaging, lights fading fast and aggressively, EMPTY BOX ON CHRISTMAS MORN' FROM DAD THAT WAS SHAPED LIKE THE THING YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED FOR THE LAST 32 YEARS… and now you can feel SWARMS of souls, uncontrollably entering a state of the guiltiest but ecstatic hysteria, and they FIGHT TO THE TEETH to obfuscate, but fail.
Invisible tears of briskly hot etheric-blood erupts, like the semen and reproductive fluids of life's essence (1 of 2 - in regard to classic duality) that you've been, 'religiously' saving for the special moment immediately after this one… that inevitably, and ultimately results in the permanent and perpetual state of denial, never happens, once again.
HOW TO FIX: FIGHT TO GIVE ME THE THING I WANT FOR ME; WHILE I SIMULTANEOUSLY FIGHT TO GIVE YOU, THE THING YOU WANT FOR YOU.
Why does this work?
They thought we were too narcissistic to come to this conclusion, reconcile, and reluctantly work together in a way that at first seems to be a chore, that once over that little deceiving hump, it's easy-breezy-beautiful-RE:covered-World.
For anyone thinking that they saved themselves an icky but necessary Trump-card, bestly for last, utilizing the words either 'LEGAL' or 'ILLEGAL' - are going to be abruptly rudely awakened, when they found out that it expired because they waited too long out of greed. Serves them absolutely right, because if came from a place of actual concern and care, they would have used it, YEARS AGO!
WE ALREADY WIN.
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