HAPPY NEW YEAR’S ANONS!!!
I’m with you anon. We’re in a spiritual battle (seems like a quagmire) and there are highs and lows. Some days I’m on top of the world and feel like I could conquer anything. Other days I don’t want to get out of bed and function and face the world. It’s all internal struggle (for me) and I know there are many like us, going through the same stuff as well. I have my family (wife, 3 kids 22, 20, & 16) and they are why I get up in the morning and go to work and function even when I feel I don’t have it in me. I know God is with me always and, when I’m in a spiritual valley, I know a spiritual mountain lies ahead. Those valleys are deep and tough at times. Just remember there are others going through the same sort of stuff and better days will come. I will be praying for you anon.
God created Lucifer, an Angel of light. Man created Satan when he fell for Lucifer’s deception (he wanted to be like the Most High) and handed him the keys to the kingdom (world).