May God bless you anon.
One thing I will warn you about, is that consolation from prayer will eventually dry out. This is to be expected, and happens to everyone. It's called "The Dark Night of the Senses", and occurs during the transition between the Purgative and Illuminative way. I highly recommend checking out Dr. Brant Pitre's book "Introduction to the Spiritual Life: Walking the Path of Prayer with Jesus".
May God guide you on your journey, and give you His strength to avoid worrying about things you cannot control, and the Grace to do Good in the things that you can.