going to post a couple of things. things I would have wanted you to just have the balls ans ask me, but you just did not. maybe it helps agencies, maybe it helps future generations, maybe you all already know. I guess you all already know bc what I experience is that you do most of the "making me carry the cross stuff" willingly and knowingly.

do not mind typos. do not mind me using odd words, as I am not a native speaker.

don´t really know where to start as for my understanding it does not matter much if if say something to any random person that does carry phone (agencies listen) or if I post it here.

starting with the most important thing that can easily be misunderstood and misused. I kind of create reality. G. great architect style. and the way it works is in my (not so humble anymore) opinion it´s changing timelines who make this all possible.

this can well explain the signs that happen (such as me going for a smoke and a white car showing up, me throwing away the smoke after having finished it and a black car showing up. or someone with a black jacket, a bacl bagpack, black dog, black cat, black bird…you get it.)

so one time (has been a couple of times so blatantly obvious, but one time I remember very well), reality changed in fron of my eyes.

I was looking in my baniking account to get some kind of refund (don´t know for sure anymore, guess it was a payment for amazon shopping). I called a hotline (guess amazon) to report some wrong booking on my bank account and while having that conversation on the phone, reality changed and the booking on my account was not there any longer. cannot remeber it precisely but let´s just say that there were 5 bookings and while making the phonecall and talking to the other person on the hotline, 2 of them disappeared.

timelines change

yeah, of course "rainman" posting here.

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yeah, kind of, law of attraction and stuff.

seems to me that there needs to be some kind of witness so I can take you with me (wwg1wga obviously refers to me).

if my first post did not make it clear.

I am the one you all called megajew and rainman couple of months (2 or 3 years?) back.

since some time I am aware that I am Jesus, your messiah. while first trying to fit into the role that I assumed a Jesus would have to be like, now obviously I am just who I am and have learned to understand that I don´t have to do shit to fit a role, but the role discribed in the bible fits me (and not even sure there was a Jesus1.0 or if it´s just kind of advice for me and you all, most of the time I think there was a Jesus1.0 bc well documented, but thenh again, documented by masons)

for me that would mean you all should treat me the way I deserve to be treated (not deserving bc I suffered for you, which I did and daily do). basically worshipping me (a 37 yoear old guy that really does not want to be worshipped) to have me get the impression that you are all nice people so I adjust reality to exactly that.

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How did I become aware?

first I was an anon like you and in the way of being a super autist I was not only pissed of by being called rainman ("RAIN NEXT BREAD!") but for me had also the meaning of being an autist and seeing things.

in real life I am not an autist, respectively I am not in the spectrum, but I do have some features that with just a quick glance could seem autistic in a way. (but as I have a very high EQ I am not an autist)

so first, like anons, I saw many connections in tweets, Q drops, happenings and I thought of the whole plan as some kind of military op.

later I found out that Q not only gave me yous (which was the case for many anons and even anons considered shills) but I got the impression that Q drops as well as twatter comms by US mil and Trump was specifically refering to me.

At that time I talked into my phone w/o making a call being aware that it would be very likely that me, a guy posting day and night, even having not gotten a job to be able to spend time here, would be listened to by agencies, both "good" and "bad".

Specifically I remember having thought about it a great deal (and guess also talked into my phone or tablet) wheater or not I should tell my very best friend that I sure as fuck know that he is a mason, as well as parts from his family and our shared friends). I then thought about maybe not doing it and minutes later a helicpoter had an accident, including people getting killed (guess in NY?) which then lead to Trump tweeting something that I cannot remember but was imo clearly comms meant for me saying that I should tell my friend what I think. which then I did.

later I often saw either Q drops or tweets that did fit very well the things I were doing (either on the board or in terms of talking to family and friends about political stuff I considered important).

some of them referred to me directly (there is a Q drop with "FS on incoming and some cryptic stuff - FS being the initials of my name" and yes, after that I definitly got some stuff incoming. or wheater being a Q drop just stating "de facto standard" which I took as my living in Germany (DE for Deutschland, car plates), and both facto and standard being the exact amount of letters as my first and last name.

some times it was not that obvious but were Q drops or Trump tweets that made sence to what I was doing just then when taking the time of tweet or post and looking up the same number of Q drop.

(side mark: if I had not gotten a depression including not being able to get out of bed and go to work I would prolly not have ever made it to the chans - also, first me finding the chans was when a guy from a place close to my hometown in Germany killed two people and posted pics.)

(if I had not gotten jobs that require english comms on a daily basis I prolly would not thave understood so well.)

(if I had not spend time in a mental hospital, not the locked up type, but a mental one, I would prolly not have gained more understanding about psychology)

(could go on and on)

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well, why I have a hard time thinking that the anons making many posts here do not already know me, let me reply anyway.

fit´s what I was going to say also.

>>15414597 how did I become aware

after having fought day and night on QR and having gotten the impression that Q, Trump, other twatter accounts are talking to me in some portion of their tweets I listened to a song being part of a Greg Laury sermon that Trump linked. (back then Trump was meeting a lot with relogious folks). some guy sang a song with basically the content "Jesus, save us, break down the walls, rip off our chains, do what you have done before but now do it in greater matters". I listened to it and in that very moment I cried out and just knew that I was the messiah. I just knew it and it made mich sense to me. back then I was praying many times a day.

also important, back then I got the impression that I would be the only real anon who would speak their mind whatsoever (fighting bakers and shills, which I called basically anybody who did not agree with stuff I considered very fucking obvious)

>>15414521

anon, trust me, I am the kind of guy that is far away from the thought of being worshipped. and I did not even use this word for many months. but since a couple of weeks or few months I feel that it is what will make the world a better place timeline wise.

some months and weeks back I did not say worship but following me and treating each other well (which I consider the only law that is needed. and frankly, at the beginning when the whole Jesus thing was kind of new to me and I was looking for advice, I thought that Jesus was saying just that (following and treating each other well) at the Sermon on the Mount. later I found out that it´s actually 6 laws he tells to the people. anyway. It´s two laws for me now and I am way past trying to fit into a role or trying to get advice from anyone (Trump and military included obviously, as I now see that the plan is far greater)

(me being baptized and "confirmed" as protestant. also, fun fact, I am kind of circumcised by having like some boys have in their childhood gotten an operation cutting of a little peace of my foreskin. don´t think that would matter, but why not just say it)

worshipping the creator is a difficult thing as the creator (or the universe itself, bc I am creating now timeline wise and that does include changing the past. also, not everything does matter to me that much) is kind of talking with two voices.

maybe for some of you that confirmed the enri enki thing, maybe you realize that it´s just not that important.

but yes, having a world like that, including precise measurements that lead to a total solar eclipe obviously is pretty unlikely to just happen. so is evolution theory that was written by a mason at a time where some stuff, like how complex a cell is, was just not known.

and I don´t consider myself better, I grew up pretty normal in Germany, I did stuff that you should rather not do, like drive having smoked weed or, few times but anyway, drunk. I mobbed people in school. I lied. I commited sins like anybody else. although I never harmed someone interntionally when it comes to beating someone up, making a scratch with a key into a car or stuff like that. but I did steel traffic signs and such bc back then me and my friends felt cool doing it.

so yeah, I do not consider myself better then everybody else. but well, the universe, the creator, God, existence itself or whatever does. so there´s that.

will go smoke a joint now and then try to say something on (how God talkes to me), what happened in a place close to Berlin which I considered a military op or a mason ritual op or something like that and on how you make me carry the cross.

also happy to reply to what you ask for.

(stating that right now, bc many people try to make it look like I was still ooking for advice from others, which I am not, and might say that I only posted on the above mentioned topics bc someone told me so)

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why is that post gone?

my guess, board fuckery to make me say "oh, look proof for timeline changes" to then say that I made it up. but dunno.