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my grandpa used to teach me stuff as a kid like prolly most grandpas to, like lighting a fire, carving something like a stick or a bow.

he also used to teach me a saying which I liked as a kid for the way it sounded, did not get the real meaning, even though the meaning everybody get´s is basically the real meaning, just it´s not very obvious or fit´s most peoples daily life. too lazy to google the saying, prolly he did not invent it.

he used to say

(for the german anons)

Denke nie gedacht zu haben, denn das denken der Gedanken ist gedankenloses Denken.

Wenn du denkst, du denkst, dann denkst du nur du denkst, denken tust du nie.

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'''Never think you have thought, because thinking thoughts is thoughtless thinking.

If you think, you think, then you only think you think, you never actually think.'''

(us all being a part of the connected universe and maybe thoughts not being controlled by you but sort of in a matrix way, given to you.)

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>will go smoke a joint now and then try to say something on (how God talkes to me), what happened in a place close to Berlin which I considered a military op or a mason ritual op or something like that and on how you make me carry the cross.

so first I was a busy anon/autist. seeing connections, doing digs, later mostly fighting shills.

later I saw that Q drops and tweets (Trump and family, Dan, US Mil,…) seem to actually refer to me personally. (today I know it´s basically anything that ever happens. will explain later but explained it already some days ago)

later I realized that I basically was "fighting" every anon posting bc imo almost every anon and all bakers did not admit or bake the most obvious stuff, whater being related to some considered higher up people like payseur [Mike Rotschild posting 4 and 7 and 12 like all others carrying masks do].

I then later watched the sermun and when listening to a "Jesus save us" song in the sermon I just knew that this was me. instantly.

that made my think that the whole plan would not be a military op but a "space force" (again, my initials are FS) kind of operation. (also my thoughts are past that, as the G thing is the most truth imo)

then (or maybe that was even before I realized that I am the messiah) realizing that I was one of the very few not giving any shit at all but fighting for what I thought to be right no matter what (exposing masonry as a system), I got the impression that Trump talked to me. at that time the "caste rock" drops were made. castle = wh.

so I thought that Trump/US mil / secret societies or whatever would want to secretly meet with me to do whatever, maybe giving me hints (but those hints were done by tweets and Q drops anyway).

so I booked a stay at a Trump resort, the one in Scotland with the lighthouse. when booking I always watched tweet comms and that´s how I found which hotel to use and when to book (but when to book I kind of wanted to stay from 17th to 23rd bc being Q numbers. I also invested some money, like 4 grand I guess (not a rich guy, not having a ob right now but having has savings from former job and gotten help by family and now having sold my condo and got a little money as I am not getting a job anyway w/o vaccine which I will not get of course.) in stocks and then bought 7, or 17 stocks from the same index/product, made like 80+ € return when I sold…

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>>15415324

so at the Trump resort nothing happened bc I did neither meet Trump (which I considered unlikely) nor meet Eric (running the hotels I thought a coincidential meeting in the lobby or restaurant or golf course would be a way of comms). I met noone.

interdasting things happenig were having a storm for the whole week when I was there. this hotels golf course having a lighthouse (hint to me being the light). having remains / a ruin of an old building (castle, but when looking at the remains a rather small one) from robert the bruce (hint to revolution). I tried to look for comms and went to different places around the hotel thinking tweet comms gave me a hint to do so. but I mew noone.

things interdasting were me arriving and being greeted by the "doormen" who carry luggage and such and one guy stottering (not in the very first word but little into the sentence). made me feel and think like "oh, ok, he knows who I am, but dude, really you don´t have to be nervous".

entering the room after having played golf (with a trainer, started it but did not play much and am not very good, although almost made one par… :) ….using smiley bc just don´t want to say kek, will explain later) and finding all lights on and having some kind of hotel paper finding a bottle or water and a glass filled up (guess normal) and finding some paper and hotel booklet on my bed (to make notes or maybe the menue or such in a leather folder). the folder had 12 carts/sheets of paper. 4 in the one row, 8 in the other. thought that it might be a time 4:08 or 8:04 or maybe 12:00 to me someone, tried it out, did not meet anyone. now I see it refers to 12 disciples and to 8chan and to 4 which can mean (for me, bc am the one giving meaning to things in a way) 4th letter = [D]eciples but could also mean the 4 horses of the apocalypse (where everything else is 7. me = 7, right now dn´t even know why anymore, but gave meaning to it. 7 churches, 7 seals, 7 angels with 7 trumpets).

also one time I ordered food to my room while watching a movie (eating a cheesburger is not that nice with fork and knife in a fance restaurant) and the girl bringing the food got the "left eye marker" thing going on bigly while obviously being a little nervous and being a little taken aback (in german aus der Fassung gebracht, kind of being choked a short time) when me asking about something with the tips (wheater to give it to her or to write it on the check and how that would effect her personal tip.

also I asked about what could be done at the hotel in terms of taking a swim, sauna, welness and then the hotel staff at the lobby being like "hey, mr …, I heard you asked for a massage and we have open bookings today at this and that two times", for me that was hurried ahead in a way that seemed odd to me so I thougt this maybe would lead to me meeting someone, being picked up by a helicopter before ww arrests happen or stuff like that. so took the massage, in the waiting room meat 3 guys who were like both 2 m high and wide, making my guess they might by SAS or other military guys, then heving gotten a massage and going back to my room w/o anything happening.

also one time people (guess Trump hotel folks from the actual hotel company) were sitting next to me at dinner so I could overhear their conversation and, not even sure, either seeing that on the magazine they had on their table or hearing them say it "goat" and "alchemy". really cannot remember that well right now, guess a goat on the magazine, me seeing it and hearing them menationing the word alchemy (not in like, hey, let´s to some alchemy later on but in a way that it maybe was the title of some kind of tourists program that they as hotel managing stuff were discussing. anyway, goat and alchemy was interdasting to hear.

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>>15415327

also a little girl int he lobby with her mom had a butterly painted (little kids tatoo) on her face, which for me had the meaning of raped kids. I met them when going up to my room, talked into my phone or tablet pc (to agencies) and watched for tweets. replies which I considered meant for me were (either in tweets themselves or in Q drops when taking the time the tweet was made) "fake guests" and something like "go back down and a fire symbol" which I guess Don jr tweeted. so went back down and tried to sit at the fireplace but it was shut off already (maybe worth mentioning, I was told by the lobby staff that it is always shut off at 23:00)

then flying back to germany. at the airport people acting alittle funny to me like if they know who I was (back then I thought either agency folks but also, kind of more and more, gave this a secret society meaning). one flight being rescheduled making me take another flight, my being little nervour and checking tweets looking for comms, US AF posting a big plane, so I felt comfy going for the new route (obviously AF does post plane pics from time to time. but think of if from my perspective like asking a question and then seeing some kind of reply in a tweet happening so very often that it could just not be a coincidence.)

also worth mentioning, the Q drop with two lanterns, I member anons thogut about 2 if at see 1 if at land stuff which I did not know well. now has the meaning of "light" as in Jesus.

and again you can look at that from many different angles, and it kind of only depends how I see and define it, e.g. two lights (Trump and me, which is not the case as he is John the baptist), could also be two laws of the true light (and of course the is the light or lightbearer - which is a difference - when refering to lucifer. i am a little past that and now see it as kind of two sides in many things, not even neccessarily a good and a bad side, but two sides that are both needed from time to time like being consequent but also forgiving.

when flying in the plane (either first flight or rescheduled flight) it was still pretty stormy making it a bumpy ride (not close to panic, but a little bumpy) and I noticed somethign that imo was not done by the movement of the plane but by the pilot pushing the left and right pedal all the time making the plane´s ass turn from left to right a little bit all the time. I thought prolly a military super secret agency pilot that tries to give the impression that ha has a lot of trouble flying the plane, but done in a way that I thought it just feels fake and I cannot be the only one to realize that. (but of course did not look for comms in tweets and booked a holiday to meet the presidents son for secret comms)

also interdasting, my mom picked me up the the airpost and while being in the elevator with other people those people looked at me like (how the fuck is he alive). (back then I tought that ww mil would keep me save)

ok, I just write it to have it written.

wil go for a smoke and then write some more.

(and in case you are like "oh fuck, how could he say stuff like that and prolly expose super secret stuff", do not forget that you are not me and that I today see things I did not see back then)

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>>15415326

will first post other stuff bc having it in my mind now and wanting to say it. but please remind later and I will comment.

but can say it right now, yes, the frequency of the whole earth (which it´s funny that it alters anyway) was posted with "oh, see, a spike" many many times when I was "making rain" or being emational.

not sure what to make out of that although as I just don´t need to give anything a meaning (now)

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>will go smoke a joint now and then try to say something on (how God talkes to me), what happened in a place close to Berlin which I considered a military op or a mason ritual op or something like that and on how you make me carry the cross.

so then back from the holiday w/o me meeting anyone which I right now dunno if happened before or after I knew I was Jesus after listening to the song and after seeing the replys from Q and Trump and others and from the people around me.

will now discribe some things that happened but not sure right now if it was before or after the trip to Berlin I took on what I will explain little later. also the order is timewise not correct, but will just write it while thinking about it.

was invited to friends to have bbq and other friends joins, like little less than 10 people. via a bluetooth loudspeaker and phone a playlist was playing. song in that playlist were having certain topics like "hey, what fun old times we had as friends" or like "he is lonley" or something like that. what toppics does not matter at all, will try to explain other things.

also not sure if before that I had already "learned" that basically everybody around me talks to me. first I thought as hints on what to do bc I guess I thought they would be either super secret anti mason masons or something like that, then it had to me the meaning of hivemind and holy spirit. really hard to post it in that way, so much has happened that it´s really hard to even tell for me.

so at that friends place I entered and saw mason symbolism drawn onto a notebook (the attached little papers to make totes on that you then rip of). before that I saw many people showing mason symbolism, family included and before that I (think at least it was before, but should have been before) confronted my best friend with being mason and keeping secrets and by silence protecting bad stuff after the helocopter crash Trump tweet made me get kind of confirmation on doing that.

when I tell how it happened you need to make yourselves clear that now I know that I create reality and things happen bc I consider them likely. (kind of)

so I saw that mason stuff on the notebook, and right now I remember that before that family and friends and people I met before were also giving me the same numbers and signs in e.g. whatapp replies, like replying at 7 mins after the hour or 33 mins after or something like that, 7 being me, 33 being masonry. a lot like that happened, cannot remember right now but stuff that basically showed me "ok, well, I am the messiah and they all know". also I 'asked' if what I was saying into my phone was only to be listened by good guys or by all and answer was "the whole world is watching", which kind of makes sense.

so that playlist was playing different songs and it turned out that the conversations we had or what we did was pretty close to the topics of the songs in the playlist.

"hey let´s talk about the good old times" song: us talking on how "cool" we were back as teenagers and fun stuff like that.

"I´m lonley, so lonley" song: one friend leaving the table most of us were sitting (some at the bbq grill) and me thinking that right now I should to to him and have a conversation bc he was apart from the group and in that sense lonley, if even watching the garden and the street and zipping beer after minutes before having being part in conversations, so obviously he was not lonley or something.

so I kind of thought that I would have to do the stuff like the topics on the playlist.

also I was greeted with "hey, your hair is funny, kind of a Jesus look" and I brought 7 breads/rolls to be eaten to BBQ.

also song "you are my personal Jesus", don´t really agree with personal, but a "you are Jesus" song and then later a "goodbye" kind of song when I thought I had to say that I wanted to leave now (even though I mostly am the guy that stays until the guy throwing the party is just to tired and kicks me out).

thinking about it now and back then if obviously both makes me look like a fake actor while also having kind of introduced me to the fact that, what I now see, people kind of hear my thoughts or at least many things happening being very much related to what I do or think.

more stuff like that happened.

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at that time I prayed a lot and found out that God actually does hear me and answer (would put it defferently today, but that is what I thought back then).

e.g. one day I was in a hurry or maybe just not in the mood for conversation and a nice lade from the house next doors meets me on the street and (like always) tries to tell me a long story or several long storys (like a grandma that just enjoys conversation bc not having t many every day, or just bc being chatty).

so I ended the conversation quickly in a way that I considered rude and was not thinking about if she now had a bad day bc of that.

as I did not like that thought I (I guess one or two days later after not having met her on the street) I prayed and asked to meet her to show her that I do like her and she is one to have pleasant conversations with. I prayed then when going outside for a smoke and seconds later, there she is. ok, took that as a sign. more stuff like that happened.

and stuff like animals behaving funny around me, like a dog bowing down, a cat acting funny in a way I cannot remember right now, or a bird basically singing at me and even turning around keeping facing me singing while I pass by that bird.

at that time I realized more and more stuff from my life and surroundings, like the meaning of soe numbers in my life, wheater date of birth, or adress numbers or something like that. also obviously my name is Frank Christian, meaning the true christian. (but as this is the name actual people gave to me it´s not that major sign to me)

different stuff happened from prayers. cannot remember.

many people gave the impression they know me.

when thinking back now or when thinking back back then this has happened all my life, but w/o me noticing it.

wanted to post on Berlin now, but will make a break now and be back later (or tomorrow). will not make any promises. but I want to tell it to you so guess I will.

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also bad stuff happened, like two people rather close to me killing themselves (one at least, second I assume as it was not talked about), went to one of the funerals, also mason symbolism over and over and the feeling that they all know (that was when I did not know who I am)