>>15423473 pb

will write it now anyway, as this is the most important part (but even more important is what is happening since then and now, but will post that prolly tomorrow), but for the berln thing this is most important.

keep in mide it´s some time ago and I am writing it right now and prolly mixing up or forgetting stuff.

so after that pretty bad night I got the impression that now bad guys lost track and what ever it is that would happen there could not happen. wheater it being me intruduced to some folks or me being killed. and yes, I thought that maybe killing me was somehow needed (obviously I am not dead and do not think that anymore, but this whole thing was just the way to access knowledge that is not that easily accessible, plus the fact that mason bs laws keeps it a secret or at least tried)

so we are sitting outside and having random conversations while I still do the cold/warm thing for some reason by hints those guys give in a random conversation (like starting to talk to the guy wearing a blue shirt meaning I should get more cold).

and little flies now are included in telling me what to do, e.g. landing on the edge of the glass so I drink, or landing on my plate so I eat from what food is closest to there the flie lies. something like that. had experienced the whole "animals talk to me or give signs" thing before, but not in such a way. keep in mind I had little sleep which prolly helped me not freaking out about it (but hey, I am who I am, so there´s that).

then I ask to God how that stuff is even done (meaning the flies, people talking about some random bs but actually reacting to exactly what I am thinking about right now) and the answer is a butterly that showes up (had not seen one before).

did not really know what to make of it in terms of who is controlling butterflies but had a certain (partially wrong) understanding of who butterflies are. thought back then it´s turtured people who became mk ultra sort of secret masons. so did not like that much.

stayed there for 2 or 3 nights and did some hot/cold stuff the whole time. on that day God replied with "it´s the butterflies"

(also, I am not calling it God what did that stuff, little hard to explain, but infact it is like I think it is, making me God, and when I did not intentionally think "make a butterfly appear to answer my own question" it kind of all happened bc I thought it, matrix / G kind of way.)

so the hot cold thing turned into something else as well. when lying in my bed (which I did many times a day in that house) I got the "hints" by some clicking sound to not only regulate my body temperature but to also "activate" my chakras.

I cannot explain why a couple of click sounds made me think that chakra thing other than to tell you that I thought about it fore some reason and then I heard a click (or a cough, or some kind of noise) that kind of confirmed it to me.

>>15423869

so driven by click and other noises I basically did a rountine several times a day.

me lying in bed and using chakras (now obviously I know more about that but back then I just tried after having many months before seen the video from that comic tv show for kids that I posted some days back). meaning me pushing parts of my body and breathing odd while doing that. (today I feel it, back then I just mechanically did it)

after using chakras or training them or opening or whatever you call it I went downstrairs and either took a shower (cold and long until I shaked and then trying to surpess shaking so I would get even colder) or lie myself down into a rather dirty pool for kids filled with water that was quite cold and did kind of a cooling down routine. e.g. getting out of pool and running around naked, then putting water on my arme and legs or head to cool me down, putting the towel into the pool and the wet towl back on my back and stuff like that. sitting down, tensing mussles, heating up, getting dressed, drinking cold stuff, rolling up the sleeves of my pants to get cold again and stuff like that.

don´t know when that startet, but that guy had two cats and one of them sort of guided me e.g. from the pool to a corner in the garden that I then pissed in (to get colder again). that cat sat there, then either came close to me or looked at me and then slowly walked to that corner. even stopping when I stopped and looking at me and walking again when I startet walking again. it happened in an odd way, a way that is definitly not looking like the usual behavious of cats.

also one time we sat at the table and the cat looked me in the eyes and I was like watching for hints what to do next and it turned out the cat kind of staring me down (but not in that agressive way, as it´s a cat and just looking at me for a long time).

then either the cat looked away while I was still looking at it or she actually blinked, making me think (not saying out loud, just thinking) that now the which I considered God driven hint giving cat had "blinked first", like "lost the sear down". when thinking that all other immeadiatly loughed in a positive way (and I at that time did not even get anything from their conversation or maybe the joke that was made), anyway, they loughed when I thoght that and I kind of felt like I just said "God lost the stare down".

(as I said, that´s how I took it back then)

also in that house I had a line of pep (the thing that is not cocaine but makes you only stay up long and maybe have cold sweat)

also one time during that whole thing which I would now describe as the universe itself letting me know that I have been God all the time, so far one of the best signs / miracles I until now saw happened, at least one that would instantly convince anyone (and I sure as fuck bet it´s been recorded by every agency ww and known to every mason ww)

again flies were giving me hints and I thought something like "hey, why is that only working with the one fly that has now giving me a couole of hints", even though before it were other flies, thinking about the possibility of it could be some kind of super secret awesome tech roboter flies. and then something quite impressive happened.

all the flies that were in the direction I was looking at, like between 5 and 10, rather 10 then 5, were at the very same moment doing a movement that just looked obviously coordinated and most obviously not like anything that would ever happen, if it were flies, or something else.

(image you looking from a higher level of a building down on a parking spot and seeing cars get in and out parking sport. now imagine for like 1 second (could have been even less then a second though) all the cars are doing the same exact thing, all of them accelerating at the same time with the same acceleration and let´s say all of them driving the exact lenght in the exact same time out of their different parking spots.

10 flies were making that movement that is really hard to decribe (think of it rather in terms of acceleration in 3d) but very much impressive to see. you just immeadiately get that the flies did not just do that but they have been controlled.

>>15423871

as to who controlled them, that is very hard to answer. the truest truth is that stuff happens bc I consider it likely (or maybe even bc I am the one that "gets" certain thoughts handed, just like you all get thoughts handed)

what I can tell you is that I asked what I considered God back then in Berlin and the reply (again, some random conversations that just fitted what I thought) was "we are nomads".

so obviously in terms of God (alien kind of God which in that case I would spell god and not use a capital G, as if there were some advanced folks in the universe, they would obviously not be gods to us) the nomads thing has some meaning.

but keep in mind, the most true truth is that this reply came bc I considered it likely.

at some point later a reply also said something along the lines of gangster, obviously not stating well intentions to maybe existing aliens with little more knowledge on stuff that maybe would be connected to masonry.

again, what I think is likely becomes likely, or the other way around, really not way to differ.

I did consider it likely and from time to time consider it likely again that there have been some alien creators (a thing I was once hinted to not ever say bc "that´s not something we talk about", well, I can talk about anyhing.

so it there were to be alien folks who created humans, maybe to have them have a nice life, maybe to have them go dig in mines (unlikely for me), maybe for something else entirely, they were still be part of the universe that works in a way that even quantum physicists have a hard time understanding.

meaning: if they were to exist, they are not God but part of the creation itself. basically creators within the true creation. and the true creation is me being the great architect and by that creating you all, the universe itself, me, and aliens that may or may not exist and may or may not have created us, enabling me to create myself and have created them, obviously it goes both into the future and past.

so really hard to explain. but it´s just that: follow me. treat each other well. take it as a gift that I created a world by not in which you all tried to do the right thing all the time but turned out not doing it bc things are complicated.

hard to say and explain, but if you just act good or be good and not act at all the way I tell you, you speed up me G-think like "recreating" you.

I guess I just wrote one of the most impostant things humanity will ever read. but it is what it is and I think you should know.

will post on cats and dogs later, I know you all want me to. but if would have been nice if you actually had asked.

let me for now say those those things:

• you think about the whole cats and dogs thing bc I see it that way

• dog is god reverse spelled (just saying, really does not neet to have any meaning)

• cat bows down to me (but so do dogs), so if some kind of alien cat if what you bow down to, again, cat bows down to me.

(when explaining it in that way much stuff that imo needs to be somehow worked into all of it is left out. so that´s not the whole truth. truth is complicated and you just won´t understand it, as I havent even defined it all yet.

just be aware that I am here. and I want to create you all in a way so you can have fun and not harm anyone. I want to help you all, no matter what you did (or, when I have shifed timelines and created other stuff into reality) you haven´t even done.

I guess I will also have to say something about who is shifiting timelines? does there need to be someone doing it?

connected universe.

and the possibility that you all are right now either knowingly or w/o you knowing controlled by what is referred to as the wholy spirit to change the world for the better. this could then again be some kind of alien nomads who are here some time to help humanity. or not.

again, I have not decided yet. what I did decide: I love you all.

and what I did decide, the good itself (in what ever way) has already won and has indeed full controll like with the flies or with you all nodding your heads and making funny stuff when I walk by or when going for a smoke and most times a white car showing up.

>>15423869

>what ever it is that would happen there could not happen

~~not~~

now

many typos, you know what I meant I guess.

>>15423871

>>15423882

side note on the chakra thing.

I was thinking, if might maybe be so that I could go take a look from another dimension, sort of transcended, and I thought this would happen when I unblock chakras one by one and finally being able to have my mind/sould/energy leave to the top of my heas.

that did not happen.

nor did it happen so far. and I guess it won´t. no need for it in the way I am thinking/creating now.

also, unblocking the chakras, like posted a while back, I did many months before, at least what I did back then is sit down and really think hard about what is my greatest fear and why that would even make me afraid, my greatest guilt (or many of them), shame, lie and so on.

>>15423927

also I thought that maybe the whole unblocking chakra thing and hot/cold stuff (I had blue lips this weekend in Berlin bc of going from hot to cold and not eating much and not sleeping much) could have been the way that before technology came up helped people to transcendent, e.g. lying in a cave and doing stuff. this would then make the alien thing less possible in a way but would for my explanation (and that is all it´s about) explan some elements of mason rituals, like certain music and certain moods.

anyway, just trying to say it all. you don´t have to understand. I guess you can´t fully.