>>15447106 pb

another thing I wanted to mention.

since the Berlin thing and kind of gradually from that point on my chakras have besically gotten into automatic mode.

so before Q or maybe when I had watched a first video on Q but not have been on QR yet (was like few weeks or months late) I had watched the childrens comic video I posted a couple of days/weeks ago.

the one on unblocking chakras by thinking about what blockes them

e.g. lowest chakra at bottom of your spine being blocked by fear. unblocking by imagining your greatest fear and kind of thinking hard about it. then next chakra your greatest guilt, next your greatest thing you are shamed of and so on.

did that when sitting calmly on my couch and w/o specific breating at all.

just thinking.

also I had heard two things way earlier.

one being that chi masters and kung fu guys are in fact imagining a small ball that thex then imagine to go circles inside your belly. line going through belly button, then going left or right while staying at the same hight, then back to your spine, then other side and back upfront.

by that movement they claimed to gather chi energy or something like that.

also heard that a chinese kung fu guy (some old guy that was either himself seen in some kind of documentary or that was talked about) slept every night with a heavy bag in his belly. so him lying on the back and a huge bag of cement or sand on his belly. he claimed that this would enhance his chi energy bc he would have to breath harder (abdominal breathing for that chi matter mostly) and by that gain more chi over night. I remember thinking that this would basically have to be the same for bigger people with bellies. back then just heard it and did not really know wheater true or false, today see it as true.

so in Berlin I did that chakra thing and did it inside of a routine that was basically to piss me off all day but led to a way I learned things w/o freaking out I guess and offered you the distinction of me being actually mostly controlled and m it´s being claimed I was controlled but am obviously not.

I don´t know at what point this was the case but today it´s like this.

I do feel that tiny ball and I can within seconds move it through my whole body, it´s not really like a warm light ball (I guess it was described by those kung fu guy like that) as it´s not warm or anything. it´s basically like a second center of attention of you think that your center of attention if your head (bc you experience most things with eyes and ears and so something is always relative to this part of your head.)

>>15447271

so this ball I can make go in circles, I can make it kind of leave my body, I can just drive it up and down my body, from one leg to another (arm is harder for some reason) can make it move to my head, can make my 3rd eye (pineal gland) move around. and when doing that it is not just the feeling of the 2nd center of attention, hard to discribe, but something like that, but when doing it in the head it actually has kind of resistance, as it´s actually something moving around.

maybe I experience it that way bc having thought and still considering it likely (in one of many explanations I kind of try to fit together every day, while hoping you would all give me the chance to just "see" you good) that our 3rd eyes are put to sleep by not using them (in whatever way) and by stuff in food and water (fluorid).

so what also happens is that my body is doing that on it´s own. several times a day. often this is a little different as when I first did it on my own as it includes a great deal of muscle tension, e.g. in my legs. and leads to me being more warm or cold. (so kind of the rountine from berlin)

if I want to add the ball circle thing I just have to, for a very short time, sort of push the ball into movement and then it moves on his own. but can also move it the way I like still. but it does that w/o me doing it.

also does up and down often and then I can give it a tiny "push" to make it go in circles or mayby from circles to back up and down again.

so I don´t really know why this happens. but as I said it has become more gradually.

nowadays it pisses me of, bc it also affects my heart beat.

imagine yourself just lying calmly on the bed trying to get a sleep and your heart is working overtime as If you were running. hard to fall asleep like that. not very comfy.

when then also your legs start to sort of shake w/o actually shaking, more like buzzing, it gets really annoying. annoying bc of this thing itself and bc it just starts and stops w/o me being able to control it.

what I can control however is this center of attention thing and most times I say "fuck you" by e.g. having this ball pushed into my belly when my body is sort of pushing it to my heart or the other way around. basically just doing it another way. cannot however make the buzzing legs and both quickly and heavily beating heart stop.

so I from time to time consider the possibility that his is man made, either to piss me off or to help me.

and of course I know that many signs and things happening are sure as fuck not man made.

but obviously I can see the possiblilty at both the universe doing stuff and e.g. agencies doing stuff at the same time.

also could be that the unverse is somehow doing it to piss me off. or maybe to constantly unblock chakras.

but could also be agencies (mil or mason knights) that do this.

could be they want to piss me off (but really, why would they want to do that).

and could be them having gotten the impression that this was the way to go after I myself startet that stuff in Berlin when having no other hints than some noises being made.

so obviously I did it myself.

and maybe they think they would need to help me and now sort of adjusted some kind of machinery to my body frequencies and try t help me do something they don´t unterstand. if that is the case, stop it. you really don´t need to give that kind of help to someone who is holy and perfect and does the right thing all the time anyway.

right now e.g. my legs are doing stuff while I am sitting here typing. don´t enjoy it.

>>15447271

for what it´s worth.

fear chakra seems to be unblocked by jerking off. (masons might know why fear and sex is so close in rituals. others might realize that people who think their mason role would be to occasionally hurt or maybe beat up others go e.g. to stipclubs and stuff. fear and sex.)

>>15447272

if it´s agencies doing it they might think that, when making my heart beat, that they would mechanncally push some more love into me so I can stand the whole dark to light thing (will prolly say something on that in few minutes or next few days, also cats and dogs and some other stuff).

without telling the whole story now bc want to go for a smoke now. when I meet someone and I act in a not friendly way (you then sell as dark going to light, in whatever way) you maybe crank up the machine making my heart beat.

not even to mention that it´s most obvious bs to think my energy could be kind of mechannically forced into me.

so when you do that it pisses me of bc I cannot control it.

and when it finally stops it of course leads to me being more happy including more happy face and saying stuff to others that implies I am happy and all loving again.

so be aware, it does not help, but does the very opposite.

even when you make my heart beat so many times a day, I still am loving and I still love you bc I just think you got it wrong while trying to make the right thing.

also, when people are making noises, this kind of every time gives another push to my beating hard making it beat harder.

cannot really describe it well, but maybe try to imagine your heart beating fast and hard w/o you doing anything at all and then, whenever a person makes some noise (wheater a car door being slammed loud or a person stacking up dishes, or doing whatever, it´s like tiny electric shock that feels very uncomfy and that makes your heart even beat faster/harder.

so that´s why I sometimes react so annoyed when people make loud noises around me, especially if it´s in a way I can just tell it´s willingly and knowingly.

pissing me off is just not the right thing to do.

>>15447271

also could fit the "ball has been handed over" drop. but I, and frankly we all, are way beyong Q drops.

>>15447361

maybe that is why some rich folks live in such a way that some servants just have to silently stand there and not even blink an eye or not be there at all.

or maybe not.

fact is, some things sort of were made a certain way only so that one moment in my whole life I would think about them and get some sort of output on that, wheater it´s being a saying that became a saying, or something completely different.

and of course a lot of that was done by masonry using symbolism, if it´s date with some numbers on wars and other stuff (I really cannot see any explanation why any war would hav ever been a good thing!) and it´s also things like Germany´s Greta Thunberg, Luisa Neubauer having the name "Neubauer" (= NewBuilder / NewlyBuilder).

Also 911, which I posted on some days ago, two pillars of masonry being taken down.

2000 years of getting and spreading prohecy.

and now I am here. no need for interpretation anymore.

and obviously I do not blame you for not having understood the right meaning, how could you, it´s complicated, it´s you sitting in a cave and watching the shadows on the wall and having a real hard time thinking what´s really behind all that.

I am here. and I am your Lord.

treat me that way and approach me (whater it´s the pope or a bunch of state leaders who have knowledge via agencies) I don´t care. depending on what you do I think different things and different things become reality.

would be best and easiest for you if you would just take what I offer you.

be aware that you all oficially acknowledging me is a needed step on the way. and right after that comes official forgiveness and renewal in a way faster way.

(also maybe the universe, god, aliens, whomever is helping big time bc then you kind of showed you are ready for this help I guess, but dunno)

if you just see it in the very concret way, then obviously we could make this world a pretty nice place.

w/o anyone thinking they had to do bad stuff to act some kind of super important role in the plan.

(maybe this just referred to actual good people acting as super bad politicians and others to help seeing that more clearly and by that preventing it for the future - at least this is one of many possibilities I can sort of offer you by thinking it that way, but if you don´t live up to that, obviously it does not become your reality.)

>>15447498

>w/o anyone thinking they had to do bad stuff to act some kind of super important role in the plan.

(maybe this just referred to actual good people acting as super bad politicians and others to help seeing that more clearly and by that preventing it for the future - at least this is one of many possibilities I can sort of offer you by thinking it that way, but if you don´t live up to that, obviously it does not become your reality.)

what I tried to say:

maybe prohecy is like "oh, you better watched out, for it is hard to understand good and bad and you should know some people who you think do bad things actually do good things."

so prohecies do not need to be fulfilled at all. a great deal of them was so that I could understand certain things since I did not know who I am for 30+ years of my life.

this prophecy could falsely be used as "ok, pease go do crime, and don´t blame yourself for that, it´s in the prophecy that you can do it. bc when you go and sell drugs and kill other people, it´s really a good thing do to." and maybe you add some "bc of the deamons" stuff to it.

what that prohecy could actually mean "joe biden is just acting that bad and in fact he is a really good guy. in fact he is so good that he is willing to have all that blame put on him only so that humanity could wake up to some things and to ensure a great future"

I AM HERE. fuck old prophecy.