Anonymous ID: 806cac Jan. 26, 2022, 4:37 p.m. No.15469768   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun

>>15469752

mandala?

hmm

i dunno the word very well

i just make them as fun aesthetic symbols

but there are not 10x ways to fit them together.

anyway.

my understanding of mandelas

is like 4 season.

or 4 stages of life

or as a way to express dualism within the experience.

i think carl jung was doing mandelas in the red book.

Anonymous ID: 806cac Jan. 26, 2022, 5:24 p.m. No.15470134   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun   >>0155

>>15470107

>>15470107

what is crazy

is this shit was written INSIDE of a mental hospital

the FIRST time i was put in there

 

i wrote this stuff in 2011 cause obama was getting elected and i couldnt vote that year; but it got scanned and digitized in 2014

i got the hard copy in the closet

kinda cool

Anonymous ID: 806cac Jan. 26, 2022, 5:29 p.m. No.15470177   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun   >>0242 >>0245 >>0283

this is what i tried to show my first doctor that diagnosed me schizo and led to all other schizo diagnosis

 

no doctor investigated "what I was thinking"

they just determined i had "delusional" ideas and gave me medicine

 

this is why i have the suit against pharm industry <dont need $$ here; want the regime shutdown from doing that to more young men>

 

i guess if other people dont understand my reality at the same time as me, that makes me schizo for living in a different world

 

the problem is that all the doctors had to diagnos me on was a medical history on addiction, a random EKG scan, and "observations" that i was unaware ofโ€ฆ

Anonymous ID: 806cac Jan. 26, 2022, 5:36 p.m. No.15470238   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun

i posted this on the radical mental health recovery website in 2012

it is very "rough draft"

but ultimately, this is the idea that led me towards a path of COMPLETE recovery from schizohrenia based on EKG/MRI observations

Anonymous ID: 806cac Jan. 26, 2022, 5:54 p.m. No.15470372   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun

addiction is curable cause it is related to PTSD

PTSD causes psychosis

ending pyschosis with medicine leads to disease of schizohprenia

experiencing psychosis as a natural healing process designed to heal PTSD

c4 neurons are elevated in the schzio,m they deleted neurons, thus trauma

 

someone who has never experienced any psychosis is an under-developed, or immature homo sapien lacking in normal development due to media/cultural delusion projected on the psyche

 

someone who experiences psychosis and heals immediately, goes on to enjoy life as a normal human

 

someone that STOPS the psychosis with medicine, will no heal, and become a schizphrenic.

 

a schizophprenic is unable to heal from a short-term psychosis

 

it is your failed scientific belief that says addiction and schizophrenia are incurable

 

i have scientific evidence to say otherwise

so go fuck yourselves @fbipigs