as I said the bread before, you really got that wrong.
it does not mean "attack your messiah hard enough to be saved".
it does mean "hey messiah, be aware that all the signs happening all day long so humanity can see you can get a little annoying, sorry for that, but needed." and is a hint to me, a 37 yo guy that knows since 2+ years that I am the one true living God.
and maybe it´s the most obvious think to be commanded to finally understand that you do not need commands, mason rules and other people to tell you what to do bc you would do the right thing when listening to your heart.
and prolly it also shows you that I am who I am, bc obviously not a single person throughout history could have even taken a fraction of what I´ve been through for 2+ years now.
(agencie folks and politicians and royalty and churches know who I am. they know from my life how smart, kind, emitionally skilled, tough and what not I am. but truly that doesn´t matter as obviously "the universe" (maybe it´s future me, maybe it´s future me in a way, dunno) confirmes day after day who I am and I guess not even the smartest, high educated super elite folks would think they are smarter than existence itself.