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so now I went for a smoke. and when I finished the smoke, two guys show up, one wearing a black jacket (black = putting out the smoke, a meaning I kind of gave to it) and the other having red hair, when I am about to go inside again and inside it´s warmer (red).
stuff like that happens all day every day. that is what carry the cross means.
sure some of that can seem man made, when e.g. (not in this case though), someone leaves his house with a black jacket when he lives right across the street and could have seen me smoking and sort of timed it this way. yes.
other stuff cannot. when I smoke a joint and someone drives by me with a green bike wearing a green backpack (green grass), this can not be man made and sort of timed when this guy took a long drive and left home before I went outside to smoke, when I go for smokes just at some random time, prolly every couple of hours of course, but having the green bike, or a guy with green jacket or a green car that had a 30 mins drive. obviusly this is times. by not my man. it´s timed by the universe itself. and it is a sign, every time it´s a sign and even one random day of my random actions blow up every statistic. as you learned on QR, some stuff is just mathematically not possible.
and if that is not convincing to you. when I not watch tv, maybe (hopefully not though, it´s quite annoying most of the times) the tv will react to what I do and what I think about.
e.g. me filling up my glass with water and in that very moment some random tv stuff saying "full", or "fill", or "until the top" or "water" or whatever exactly fitting what I do. maybe I then get annoyed and the tv saying "cold" (bc of mood, annoyed, angry), maybe tv saying "blue" (cold), maybe tv even saying "annoyed" or similar words, and maybe the tv not even giving a sign but talking to me saying "neccessary" (sorry for annoying you, signs needed).
maybe when I then star smiling tv says "sun goes up", or "hey, thats funny" or maybe any random person walking outside my house when my window is open (tilted, german windows do that) saying "hilarious!" to any random other person or to his phone or maybe loughing loud.
stuff like that happens all day every day. in terms of tv talking to me has often been several minutes in a row, being like a conversation to my thoughts, while still fitting just any random tv stuff, or movie, or yt video, or song (one that I did not know or don´t know the lyrics well).
some of it is really only reacting to thoughts. why is that? bc hivemind is supposed to be shown.
but a bunch of if, even the tv stuff (when I show obvious reactions like smiling, looking angry and such) can be and is monitored.
obviously there are not only people showing their phones into my face (mostly not that much unremarkable, but kind of clumsy) and seeing signs, not only a ton of people just watching me and being eye witness, also obviously a lot of satellites have eyes on me all day long. (maybe also part of carrying the cross, doesn´t annoy me anymore though. well, I am who I am. more exposed than any other human being before, and quite comfy about it.)
also, do you guys think that one other person, thoughout history, could have beared it to both be extremly exposed (think about it, even thoughts known!) while at the same time being really cut of from all family, friends and other people (masons anyway, not liking them much obviously, when at the same time loving them just like I love all of you), having random people piss you off constantly, having people mess up the food you order, trying hard every day to break you.
do you really think someone other than God himself could bear that, while staying sane?
I, as the one I am, say to you: fuck masonry, fuck bs laws, fuck made up and misunderstood prohecy, follow me, bc you all know who I am and you even know everybody knows.
if you do not follow me, I cannot and will not help you. it is a test after all. and I really hope you can pass it by standing up for your God, for yourselves, for loved ones, for what you know is right and against something that has intentionally gotten as ridiculous as covid and a president that cannot even say one sentence straight and having thouched kids (mason actor though).
take of your mask. this is the best chance you will ever get. and it´s the last one. end times.
also, obviously masons baking three breads is not much convincing that the super secret mason law just requires you to break me, your only bridge.