Been "redpilled" for like, 13 years now. After all these years of the dark night of the soul, fake news, corrupt politicians, FF's, human trafficking, satanic rituals, you know it all, I literally can't stand the sight, or the sound of any of it anymore. I can't even hear a news anchors voice and strange way of speaking without feeling rage. I literally can't stand the sight of their faces, hearing Durham, illegal spying, war with Russia, all this SHIT, I'm literally so burnt out, I can't even begin to care slightly. I know they want us demoralized, I know it's important to be on the front lines and to expose this, but I physically, and mentally just can't anymore.
Well, Hollywood, video games, porn, addictions and other dopamine hooking activities have lost their edge for me. I keep my environment clean and organized, keep myself groomed and healthy, I live a simple, peaceful life. The weight of this darkness on the world is just too much to bare. I pray in private, I try to be grateful and positive. It's not working. I appreciate your response though, anon.