Dear Anons,
I’m asking for prayers. I’ve been on pain medicine for 12-13 years. They were/are needed for a car accident, but the use of them increased yearly when brand name companies are too afraid to produce them.
But I’ve been without for 6 days and I can’t honestly say I’m not functioning. It’s very painful, I’m using affirmations and a strong belief with the help of God I can get through this.
The medicine blocks the pain receptors of pain, but not on generic shit I’m on. It just increases the need for more without the same relief.
I have a real reason for taking them.
The prayers I’m asking for is that my body can live through the pain and suffering and eventually get me off all drugs to manage this. And my brain and body can start functioning again.
I’ve tried legal alternatives. But unfortunately my brain is on fire, the pain blocking mechanism of the drugs once removed is almost unbearable. I’ve never done illegal drugs, I’ve never been a person that ever thought I needed drugs.
So will you please send me anon prayers to decrease the pain and ween myself off of this now. I have and am improving a healthy diet. This is torture created by allopathic medicine, and I cant believe I bought into it from a car accident.
I’m only asking for prayers, (I’ve tried an herb legal in my state that doesnt work). I’m taking 5HTp, fish oil and various other supplements. I don’t need or want criticism, i just need some meaningful prayers.
Once I can refill I am going to set a schedule of reduction, which I need advice for. I’ll ask my doctor.