The expense of being awake is pretty high for me. I am sure it is for many anons out there as well. I struggle with the sense of loss of everything I once believed was true. I miss the old days of complete blissful ignorance. Those days seem so tidy. No going back now though. Headstrong into the unknown. I am sad to see the normalcy of day to day living disappear but I am happy to know that it will be replaced by something more beautiful than I've ever seen or known. Birthing pains of a new beginning and we are all here to feel, participate and witness the biggest event in human history. I love all of you faggots and I am no homo. I strangely feel closer to this board than my own family at the moment. Strange days indeed.