>>15769829

Sleep paralysis. Happened to me a few times, started only the past 2 years. Smoking weed exacerbates it; also second hand smoke from cigarettes while you're sleeping. 3rd option is you could be under a voodoo / black magic attack so try to recall any bad enemies you might have made and imagine them being blocked away from you with a force field of your imaginations choosing.

Praying before I sleep for protection stopped it but some do still get through. The last one I had was from cigarette second hand smoke during my sleep; I had to get confrontational with my neighbor about it which I never usually do. Never came back after he stopped smoking in his room.

>>15770008

After watching the Human Centipede I was demoralized and lethargic for a good 2 weeks. I've seen so much gore on /pol/ that I can't for sure say I've not become a sociopath.

>>15770064

I'm on pretty good terms with my shadow-self, can't starve that guy of certain things or it fights back with a vengeance. Kind of like your inner-Venom.

All that gore, watching people die, was like I died but I got to keep my life and learn the lesson. To this day I never stand right at the edge of a subway bay and if I'm waiting to cross the street at a busy intersection I stand behind a light post in case someone falls over or intentionally pushes me onto the road.

>>15770086

You know me well.

>>15770106

God works in mysterious ways.