i dont pretend to be shit. i dont have to go by those who do pretend's rules either.
i am also freaked out and dont want to do this alone. but i have to. if only to put the silly rumor or superstitions to rest.
and looking at the last few days ive had. there is literally no way for me to fail unless i cum instantly
for what the implication is. im not on worlds time.
this may have been a test of faith of the feminine. again impossible for me to fail any speculation as to what i was thinking of under the sheet the last few days is proof of my sucess.
there is a real god and this is blasphamous.
>truley didnt try and do it correctly (waking up routine etc)
>saying i failed
>forcing concensus
fear is palpable
that can work in the negative too. as a reverberation of energy timing is key at the crests of energy waves. to try too soon is as bad or worse as too late. perfecting the moment is something you can not choose rather the moment occurs naturally
no reason to belive in silly superstions
hm