Anons, if you are in some sort of inner struggle, take it on, with everything you have! It will be good!

I just want to tell you a story, if you will, a kind of "muh diary" story, but life is fucking great!

2015, I realized, that the endgame had begun, for everyone to see! 2017 I was leaving my job, because no one was willing to listen to me and I was losing control over myself, when I was close to human beings!

I prepared my mind to do unthinkable things, if necessary… My struggle was hard and I had to learn to control my emotions during that period of time, like never before! I locked myself up in my home and then, Q came along. I was there, almost from the beginning! Don´t know how… I was there…

Immediately, my mind changed and I was for sure, that this mission is the reason, why I am here on earth!

The last four years were filled with good things, bad times, losses and winnings! A massiv Roller Coaster ride!

But as hard as it was, during some periods, every time there was a solution or an understanding, right before things were going to get worse! I learned to read the signs of time! I am still learning and this learning will never end!

Every struggle is there to make you stronger! Every challenge is there to be solved!

Your mind is the weapon they fear! They come after you, they take things from you, they make people, you know and love, suffer! Just to break you! Fuck that! Don´t let them eat you alive!

Everything has a meaning! Not just in the crumbs! Everything in your life, that happens to you has a meaning! Build up your polarity, trust the real you, in yourself, learn about the power of cause&effect and you will control the happenings with knowledge and patience! Perfectly? Fuck no… But the understanding of situations will grow with yourself!

I am enjoying the good things in my life, but I am evolving while solving the bad!

Good things are coming, stay strong during the hard times!

Final note:

• it would be nice if the bad times could stop now, for good! (just saying)