this anon was thinking about schizophrenic thought broadcast phenomena and came up with a theory (aside from classic mental illness diagnosis):

Instead of thinking that people on TV or radio or your sorroundings read your mind, consider the possibility that they actually have no idea that they are doing this, you energetic load is so strong that you actually make them run on your script.

This theory eliminates the "gangstalking" aspect, however still leaves you with messiah complex (or whatever you wanna call it)