Yes, I apologize for getting angry due to lack of sleep. Some of us have given everything, and I mean everything; and we are paying the ultimate price for it in regards to our fading health, extreme poverty, and mental anguish. Thank God for that flash, I was able to finally get some rest, else I would have gone on a deadly rampage. It was a reminder that God is with us and won't let us down. It actually happened twice.