>>16058117
I don't think I can handle all of this anymore. If this was the deception that could even the deceive the elect, then it has succeeded to work on me. God and I had a bond. I would receive visions and dreams. He always saw me out of danger. People who know me would always say that they can see God favors me by the fruits of my life and how he comes to my rescue. Until we would meet in a new kingdom, I thought to recreate my own Eden where I could admire all of his creation. Now I think we may be separated for eternity, and I should never see that great garden again. I might step outside for some cool air and to be in my garden before I feel myself sink any lower. If DJT, whom maybe I foolishly supported has really deceived me, then I'm not sure I would rest in peace. I had a good feeling about him since day one. For the record, I'm never wrong.