Q will I ever have peace from this MKultra shit they've done to me?

my mind is in complete fucking agony

my stomach

my asshole

my life is a fucking experiment starting in late 2011

my asshole and my mind have been literally experimented with in such a way that I can't even describe it in detail without being outright ridiculed or shoved aside

i seriously feel like theres no fucking hope

they tried to get me to do awful things at my hs

they tried to get me to do awful things at college

then they tried to get me to kill myself

i spoke to a lion in the mirror

im being fucking tortured and it wont stop