I ASKED FOR A HELPING HAND BECAUSE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING AND YOU WILL FIND THAT I WILL SIMPLY NOT DO ANYTHING FOR YOU IN THE FUTURE FOR WHAT YOU ARE HAVING ME PUT UP WITH RIGHT NOW AND THE PAST SIX WEEKS, THERE HAS TO BE A WAY TO MAKE TO MESS UP YOUR PLAN SOMEHOW FROM MY POSITION JUST AS BAD AS YOU ARE FUCKING ME UP RIGHT NOW, JUST PURE HATRED FOR THOSE WHOM BROUGHT IT ABOUT AND REFUSE TO STOP