Amazing that you both responded as you did. Here is a secret I just told my wife, which I will share with all that things might go down well for all of you.
Twice God revived me and brought me back to life when i should have been dead. Once by turning everything into golden light and the other time by calling me by His name. But that is not the secret. The secret is, that He did so because he knows that I care about life even at the cost of my own and that "the harvest is now but the laborers are few".